When it rains, it pours.
After nearly an entire month's worth of monsoon-like weather with heavy rains & flooding, the sun is out and the rain has gone away (for now).
Metaphorically speaking the dark clouds are still lingering.
I've been dealing with some nasty muscle pain in my shoulder & neck. Meds make me dopey and tired, which my depression was already doing a good job of, so now I just blah my way through the day without getting much done.
The brakes on my vehicle are shot. Can't afford to fix them. Having no luck whatsoever in job hunt.
Just keep having the same arguments in my head over and over. Always coming to the same conclusion, but not the one I need.
Not hopeless, but helpless.
Metaphorically speaking the dark clouds are still lingering.
I've been dealing with some nasty muscle pain in my shoulder & neck. Meds make me dopey and tired, which my depression was already doing a good job of, so now I just blah my way through the day without getting much done.
The brakes on my vehicle are shot. Can't afford to fix them. Having no luck whatsoever in job hunt.
Just keep having the same arguments in my head over and over. Always coming to the same conclusion, but not the one I need.
Not hopeless, but helpless.
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