Repeat the mantra

Being in rehearsal for two shows and in performances for another all at the same time while also working full time and having an over 125 mile per day commute means I have maybe 45 minutes of wind down time to myself at night. Anxiety is amped up juggling so much work and responsibilities, but I keep telling myself it is worth it and will be good for me in the long run. And eventually, maybe within the next two months I’ll get some time to get back in with my doctor and re-start my meds, which will he’ll a lot. And I’m so busy that I’m only spending money on gas and groceries, so I should be saving money more quickly by not spending much at all on entertainment or other luxuries. If I can get back on my diet. Squeeze in workouts when I can. Stay on track with everything I’m doing. Maybe by summer I’ll have paid down my debt and have gotten myself my own vehicle again, which means I can start saving & looking for my own place to live; and maybe even start looking for a better job all by year’s end. Don’t derail me, 2018. I need to rock the fuck out of this year and take my life back.