I’ve been stress eating, not getting back on my diet since the first of the year. Just work and rehearsal and over three hours of driving in the car each day. I have no time for anything else or to even rest properly or exercise. This weekend I absolutely need to decompress. Won’t have another free weekend for at least two months.
This past weekend I started organizing my shit and trying to pare down stuff. I wasn’t able to find a storage unit available nearby that was in the size or price range I’m desiring. And I didn’t finish with my big organization project so I’ve got shit all spread out and in deliberate piles. Try to do a little bit each night when I get home.
My health insurance is effective now, but I can’t time off from work to go to a doctor until I’ve got six months in, I’m only at 3 months as of this week. Can’t find a primary doctor with evening or weekend hours. I just want to get re-started on my depression and anxiety meds. Been off them for over a year and half now. Would make this very busy time for me easier to handle.
Feels like I’m doing so much and getting so little out of it. And I’m not sure if that’s just my fucked up brain chemistry or what.
This past weekend I started organizing my shit and trying to pare down stuff. I wasn’t able to find a storage unit available nearby that was in the size or price range I’m desiring. And I didn’t finish with my big organization project so I’ve got shit all spread out and in deliberate piles. Try to do a little bit each night when I get home.
My health insurance is effective now, but I can’t time off from work to go to a doctor until I’ve got six months in, I’m only at 3 months as of this week. Can’t find a primary doctor with evening or weekend hours. I just want to get re-started on my depression and anxiety meds. Been off them for over a year and half now. Would make this very busy time for me easier to handle.
Feels like I’m doing so much and getting so little out of it. And I’m not sure if that’s just my fucked up brain chemistry or what.
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