Had a few days in a row of good workouts from home. Can only go to the gym about once a week right now due to low funds and needing to save on gas money. I’ve paid for this month, but might have to re-assess next month about whether or not I can still afford it. I hope things will have changed for the better for me by then. Was hoping to get another workout in today because physically I feel fine, but my IBS is having none of it. TMI? Eh this whole blog is TMI.
There is a chance I might get a day or most of a day home alone this weekend, which would be such a nice relief. I’d be just as happy to have a good reason to get out of the house and be out & about doing something, but alas the aforementioned low funds keeps me home most of the time. So I just have to encourage my homebody parents to go away when the opportunity arises for them.
I wish there were something to else to say about the job search that I haven’t repeated ad nauseam here. Had few phone calls, nearly scheduled interviews in person, but nothing has stuck. Just keeps falling through. Friends and family constantly chime in with suggestions and adamant guarantees that they have an iron-clad lead on a job. And I know it’s coming from a good place, trying to be helpful, but again it just never works out. I have like ten different resumes tailored for different industries and goals.
Sending resumes out to at least five different cities in Texas and even in New Orleans. Just grinding. Constantly trying to find something for the now with an eye on the future and preventing this from happening again because this is the third time since I was 28 that I’ve been in this position of having a long period of being unemployed and unsure about my future.
Can’t keep living this way. Just losing everything. Starting over again. Every few years. Never had to dig myself out of a hole this deep before. I’m confident I can, but know if I keep this pattern alive eventually I’ll just end up in one of these holes forever.
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