Cool. Cool. Cool.

So this is what happens now on my days off and weekends? I just like get sick and can't do anything fun or relaxing and re-charging.

Fuck.

And today would've been my little brother Travis' 34th Birthday. I don't really have photos of us from after 1993 because we were mood teenagers that didn't like to take pictures. What a shame. Of course I also wish I had pictures of us together after 2003, but that's just another in a long line of shit I can wish for but will never happen.

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