I agreed to let my cousin try to set me up. Her husband works with a woman who works with this woman. Don’t remember what she even said her name was. Just told me she is blonde & tall. Has a nine year old kid but the father is very much not in the picture, which I know she mentioned because she knows that kids are not a dealbreaker for me, but that I’m not interested in relationship that comes with built in drama/conflict.

She’s a nurse but works part time at this bar, that I’ve been to because I know some other people that work there and have a few friends that are regulars there.

I have absolutely zero expectations, but I’m going to be open to it. Why the hell not? Have nothing to lose. And maybe, just maybe it’ll be OK. Even if it isn’t love or anything serious. I’m definitely not looking for causal sex, but I’m very open to anything just above that.

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