Hard to Handle & Quit Playing Games with my Heart

I had a dream last night that I was offered a really good, but still realistic even by dream standards job. But it was one of those dreams where inside the dream you dream that you were just dreaming it. Later on in my dream after I was already “awake” I was again offered another very good and realistic job. That is a Black Crows song and a Backstreet Boys song rolled into one.*



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