Work sucks, but out of work sucks more

My daily routine includes being discouraged at my job prospects. Finding at least one job opening that I feel very good about and psyche myself up for. Tweak my resume and/or application to make me seem like a very attractive candidate for the position. Submit. Immediately regret getting my hopes up. Wait. Wait. Maybe get an email a week later from prospective employer that the position is already filled or they are just not interested in me for it.

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