Bullets

• I got a notice in the mail yesterday that the court date for the final decree of my divorce is set for November 28th. She told me she would let me know when she set the court date, but clearly that didn’t happen. I am just so..I don’t even know the appropriate words. I just can’t wrap my head around how or why it came to this so quickly.
• My cousin Jennifer is not even a full three years older than me but as of today she is the mother of a 20 year-old. She has eight children in total ranging from the oldest being that newly minted 20 year-old to the youngest born in just late February of this year.
• Our last family, a 5 year-old cat named Lucky, has been missing for just over 24 hours now. He is both an indoors and outdoors cat, but he is never out of sight for this long as he comes in to eat and sleep often. And he doesn’t stray too far from the house when he is outside because he is a ‘fraidy cat. An exhaustive search this morning and periodically through the day has not given any clues. Once upon a time my parents’ home and land was filled with animals, pets and livestock. It used to be rare for one of them die or go missing from some outside predator or influence. Now it has seemingly taken the last pet away. 
• 2016 you are a fucking exhaustive shit show nightmare that I can not handle anymore.