Having trouble getting my 19-month old cousin Lily to bed tonight. She’s always been bad about fighting bedtime. This second consecutive Friday night I’ve watched her and will have her tomorrow for most the day again, too. Then I’m supposed to go to a kind of depressing even tomorrow afternoon/evening for family that I am not looking forward to. My cousin Katie is having a birthday party/celebration of life for her sister Natalie that died 3 years ago this month when the motorcycle she was riding on was hit by a drunk driver, just days after her 26th birthday. It’s a big part of why August wraps up the entire shitty Summertime.Nothing but shit memories of trauma between late May and beginning of September.
Been having very vivid and disturbing dreams lately. Just psychological fuckery. Covering the same ground over and over in new and twisted ways. Always feeling just real enough to play with my head in the days following. I took a sick day from work on Tuesday and that made the week go by quickly, but even going to bed earlier now, which I do on most nights. and the dreams I'm having mean I still oversleep and don't feel very rested.
Been having very vivid and disturbing dreams lately. Just psychological fuckery. Covering the same ground over and over in new and twisted ways. Always feeling just real enough to play with my head in the days following. I took a sick day from work on Tuesday and that made the week go by quickly, but even going to bed earlier now, which I do on most nights. and the dreams I'm having mean I still oversleep and don't feel very rested.
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