Wednesday

Today has just been ridiculous at work so far. Frustrating and annoying, but also strange in ways that normally isn’t. Hard to explain. Just crazy. And on top of that I’m struggling to get adjusted to the glasses. I can clearly read text better with them, but my horizontal vision is askew and it makes me feel unbalanced, even borderline queasy/dizzy. Eye doctor told me to take a week wearing them and if it doesn’t get better they’ll have me come in for a recheck. And I have to keep the glasses on, because if I take them off upon feeling uneasy then everything is blurry and I can’t see.

 If I didn’t have a very difficult song to rehearse tonight for Sweeney Todd I’d just skip rehearsal all together to go home and go to bed early. Just so exhausted and overwhelmed this week. Taking my klonopin daily and still needing to get into a dentist because toothache (probably an infection) hasn’t gone away. Such an uncomfortable mess and I just want to sleep. To rest. To have one goddamn thing not go wrong.